Sick people in the hospital should not be allowed on the internet. I have alot of emails to explain.
I wrote this soon after I came home from the hospital. Instead of retyping, I thought I’d just let this post stand as is. I knew I was sick the night before, but I thought I was throwing up diet Pepsi. I didn’t know it was blood.
Rudy tried to wake me up about 9am Easter morning and I was completely unresponsive. I had not been feeling well the night before. Rudy called 911 and they got me to the hospital in Starke by 10. At 1 that morning they called Rudy back in to sign transfer papers, they said I was dying.
I don’t remember anything until Wednesday when I became aware that I was in a hospital in an ICU Bed. They told me my blood sugars were in the 1100 range and that I had been in a diabetic coma. They were also treating me for pneumonia, pancreatitis, and that my blood pressure was 40/20. In addition to my port they were also running in whole blood through IV.
The theory is that the celebrex I was taking for my shoulder had given my a GI Bleed.
I got home from Laporte hospital on Saturday, and did spend the night in Pulaski Hospital Tuesday for some lung treatments and pain control and I got home last night. I am completely in official freakout mode and I feel like I’m in the middle of a mental mind fuck, pardon the term.
I don’t know what I would have done without the support and great love of my friends and family. Angie and Lisa called every day, I think Michelle was on the phone to the ICU nurses every other hour. Howie, Janet who fed me. Kevin, who I almost have talked into dying my hair for me this weekend. Bill who asked Rudy about me daily and last but not least Sara and my husband Rudy who both give so much to me and only ask that I love them in return, and I do…very much. I have the most loyal and kind friends and family who would do anything for me, I need only ask. I don’t want to forget Rudy’s mom who will frequently listen to the ravings of this crazy woman.
I can’t forget Tommy and Heather…Tommy who called me in the hospital even though as he puts it it breaks his heart and Heather who promised to get me the hell out of here for a couple of weeks. I love all of you and I’m humbled by your love for me.
I promise that I am going to take better care of myself and I am going to get better.
As for the emails I had to explain: I felt lost in the hospital, scared to death even, because I was in ICU I had no phone in my room and no one thought to tell my that my husband was calling hourly to check on me. I was so confused I felt abondoned enough to email my sister and let he know I was going to become a lesbian and move in with her in Kentucky. It was a good plan except for the part where I’m not actually a lesbian. I just thought since it was working out so well for her that I could give it a try. To her credit, she did remind me that my plan would have never worked given that I’m not actually a lesbian. Months later, I can actually see where she had a point.